You can’t write with the same temper always. At times words come out on their own, no need to push, and today I can’t invent the point of my writing. And again the state of mind and body is strongly connected.
I had temperature more than 38-39 C, constant pain in back and stomach for more than 20 days. I am patient and do overcome all the diseases on feet but I am so tired of being sick…I want nothing but normal well-being. And what is the most offensive - all my sufferings are because of doctors incompetence.
Several months ago I was hospitalized with intoxication and as it came out later, the diagnosis was wrong. The candidiasis was the real cause of high temperature and ache indeed. I was assigned incorrect treatment. The disease reached its acute phase three times within four months, and currently it is my fourth time and the dosage of Fluconazole was prescribed incorrectly, five times less than of needed dosage. They just tried to eliminate the previous systems, pushing the disease into the organism and now I will not even be surprised if it turns out that my inner organs are infected with candidiasis.
I learnt about it accidentally. The doctor that picks me ARM therapy helped to have free blood analysis. When talking to him I told about my disease and he replied that prescribed dose was suitable for the people with normal immunity and that I needed a higher dosage. As a result, temperature reduced on the second, and pains on the third day.
By the way he is not involved in the system where HIV-infected people are observed and treated. He used to work there but he was dismissed from higher rank position. I am not aware of details. Recently I visited another doctor who had big experience in dealing with accompanying diseases, and she too was to leave the job not at her own accord. And there are a lot of cases like these. All competent experts were dismissed. And there is no one to work.
I can’t get the point, where does the Health Ministry look at. They hired postgraduates that know nothing about HIV-infection and more over AIDS. Fresh and young will be able to get their hands in it but what about the patients like that need treatment right now and right here. And there is no one to accuse of…Nowadays the situation is that HIV-infected people address us and they trust us, HIV-infected people too, more than doctors.
That’s why I have to become the expert on my own learning on my mistakes, and now I can diagnose many diseases, I know symptoms, process and treatment. And if Lord allows me to live more I hope I will be able to render efficient assistance to the clients of my organization.
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